Dark Apple**

ApPle is like a person , the Coolour red appear to purenest in the heart ,

The Apple stay on The tree cause of the strong bond between family and Relationship.

Apple Will always change colour , cause when the colour change mean person will Change no matter how.

is only between good Or bad Apple.

So never judge the look On the apple cause The important is inSide not the Outside Cause u wIll never knew How dark is a person heart .

Even he is a good person .

remmeber This , Why do good people always have a second chance , and bad people don have second chance, or just people don give him / her Chance to change .

^^

Today , i skipping school.
don't feel like going to school because of the tiredness in my heart and do not feel like listening. 2 moro will be friday another ending month and ending week, they will be a lot of people goin back for weekend holiday and some go back for semester holiday so it will be a long term .

before they come bak we goin to have a exam for skm 1 in the college i hope i can pass , so that i can carry on with my study .

wisshing me , i mean myslef starting next week will be another great week for me to go on with my life .. XD

Days Walk through us like a lightning ~

Hey,

i'm back with my blogging to today again , and today i feel that people have another way of looking at me .

I don know why but i always feel unhappy , study here and feel regret to come here , but i need to push my self to finish this study so tat i can help my self and my family .

That is once , my best friends tell me , kenny why do u always carry a heavy bag around u , making urself strees with unnecessary reponsibilty . I do feel that but i also don understand , How come that i always make myself to let people wanna friends with me not , they friends with me.

i also do keep asking my self , why do guys people around me don't friends with me.
sometime i don;t really like college life, some of them make me unhappy always feel like been trow away , when they need you , they will tell u , when they don't need u they don even care.

but in my heart i will always know tat, no matter bad or good thing around me happen , i will face it with mature and positive way.

Believe~

Hi ,

kenny back again , i feel that they always have a person care for u even, u can't see it or feel it but they will always in ur heart .

i ask my friends today , do u think i'm a person that always don't have friends , but she say no

u need to think positive so that u can become a better person.

SO i think again , the thing she say is so true , i could not change other people thinking

but i can change myself to become better.

No matter where i go or where i been, i always need to be true to my self cause i know tat , person that i been this few years have been great and make my self very happy and never knew that i can do so many thing when i really wanna do it .

from encourgement from niki and my bff.. i will not be stronger than ever .

i will always cherish the person around me that always give me oppinion ... i'm feel so great ful.

The still important no matter u met new friends.. just u need to be true ur self .. and never be a person u don like ok..

cheers

kenny

Life is full of loneliness : (

I feel bad , i'm unhappy.

i don't like malaysia at all , totally i feel more happy at overseas and i wish goin away here for good.
wHy i miss malaysia, why i come back , why i need to take with this kind of shit all the time.

I feel so so tired , no matter what i do i think i don't do enough or wat .
even when i study here , people don treat me as friends and they always abandon me alone.

i feel so lonely here , that no body will ask me .
they rather ask somebody else.Do i a bad person or selfish person on the outside or look scary.
i don understand , really until know no body will really know wat i feel on the bottom or maybe i think to much.
maybe my mother and father are right , friends will always 1 day will backstab u or don accept u as their friends.
when i been nice to them , they always think i'm a bad person.
but never mind . i will always stay stroger till i prove the person i'm is not the person they always look and bully on.

still no matter how many place i go , i know outside there still people , love me for the person i'm . i will not let them down , i will stay strong to push all the way to the top .
i feel much better now that i say it all out that make me feel better .

The Sun and the Moon

The sun and the moon is like a love that never end cause both them will always be there for each other no matter What .

When the sun rise is make us feel happy with the warm and light in our heart .

when the moon rise it make us feel the night is full and dream with a lot of wishes to go on.

If our life is without the sun and moon we will feel empty .

another way of saying the thing we do in out life will always with up and down , no matter is a bright day or a dark sky .

when ever u feel empty find somebody near to u and always listen to you . there is always bad and good but the truth is there is no such thing as good and evil.

I only believe there is always something in the middle that make people do evil thing and good thing .

Is like the sun is the good and moon is the darkness.

So always remember that life is like the sun and moon , they always love each other till the end of the day. No matter wat happen .Even the hole world disagree with them.

New LIfe !~~

it been queit sometime , for me blogging .

But i feel the day that i start is always the day i feel like the thing i wanna say from my heart .

I feel that where ever go , i need to do something to prove mhy self to people but i will try to stay stronger cause is not easy to be me until today , and always i do abandon by my friends and i always feel i don have a friends around me tat will ask me how i'm and now the days we growing up.. thing change alot and i need to know , i need to grow up .

i take a look at my self in the past and i keep asking myself wat i been doin for this few years and wat do i get from the past few years.

i also just feel no matter where i go i need to have patient cause i been push and bully by my friends and some of them don know the limit . XD

but i will try to finish this studies and go far away from here cause i feel i don like it here cause the thing happen around me are not always wonderful but i know i have 4 of my best friends will be there .