HappiNess & lOve LIse BTw

Fall

2011-06-08T12:17:00.000-07:00

In the falling days that i have walking by, day by day ... i heard people talking about it day and night even in my dreams .

but i know that is not true , the moments that i want to go though with a good smile ..is so hard.

i want to know if the person love me so ?

i don know cause is all a lie .

but the truth saying to me i such a idiot why do u believe that it will be there for u .. be waiting for u.

there is no such thing , be bad is better than be good .. i wanna be the bad more than usual ... the nice on me is no more, the bully is going to end . hope all the shit that happen in my life is going to be better with the change i'm going to do ....

hope i know what i'm doing is right ~~

CLoud

2011-06-08T12:15:00.000-07:00

HOpe u enjoy the night with the sky cold as the dark clouds in sou rounding us with the stars blinking in the sky telling you that the wishes that u dream of will come true ... life is just simple .. with no regret.

as the sound telling us , that nothing can stop us now...true.!!

Funny about new love

2011-04-01T11:20:00.001-07:00

I would like to know that .. Some people are just shy or maybe are just cute .. I still need to learn from the mistake I done in the past if not I will not learn .. Need to gave people chance to have a talk with me .. What should I do ?? Damn

the truth about lOve

2011-03-27T05:34:00.000-07:00

Love is a mystery being,that cannot be fogotten no matter what ,Is a curse or maybe is a memory that a human being will never understand,Love is also a thing that make us stronger day by day with the strength that u will never understand,the love is also making us believing in so many thing you never dream of, so from the bottom of my heart i will tell you that no matter where u are or where u be ,i'm still there.

next to you

Love IS in between Sadness and regret~~

2010-12-30T01:04:00.000-08:00

The story

Is A day a boy fall in love with a girl .. by just on the 1st sight ... don know why the feeling is there but no matter what the boy have a strong feeling , The boy thaught the girl as well....

Don know what happen 1 day , theywent out for a trip , suddenly they click ... quickly without thinking much ... ERcmm and then both of them have a awesome night 2 gether .... but never did understand what happen then .....Blurrr

Then .. they wentfor a train Ride .. with the love that ... they had in their heart ... but with unsure answer... it went sour when reach another destination... i keep givin me excuse that ..

The word Scared.... and the girl did hurt the boy heart in the end ... saying I'm sorry

But the word .. saying to the boy telling no matter what the girl .. wil still be there but the boy never sure ... if the girl is telling the truth

XXX

JUst Nobody ~~

2010-11-04T01:41:00.000-07:00

I just wanna know , I'm somebody or no Body is just feel like it , hard to make friends with me ?

Just unfair people think me as a punching bag or a joker face.. I'm Fucking tired of this shit do know me well sometime i cannot take it .

I learning to smile more and also make me a better person, or just the place i'm staying or going is not right or jst is a burden that i need to carry ...

i keep telling myself is who i wanna be wanna do better , no matter wat happen do all the way till the end ,

saying like walk till the end of the world just to search ur answer ~~

You will never regret , hope and thx to all my friends around me who are my friends .. and 4 best friends of mine

cheers.

Grateful ~~

2010-10-27T08:48:00.000-07:00

I just learn a lesson that i always ned to be grateful for the thing i have and all the thing i get now and also need to be truth to my self.. and all the thing that you did .. and the thing that you see and always believe urself that you should need to know tat .. grateful about the thing u always learn even your parent that scold you... cause if you never grateful the thing that you have now .. you won't be standing here today cause is very important that you need to know that achieve the thing you want or the thing that you cannot get will be there in the future ..

we always need to say thank you to all the thing around you and the thing not even exist even your food , car , parent , friends , the love your parent gave to you ...~~

Do it every morning and telll your self" thank you" .

Start the word with " i'm so happy and grateful that "... you guys fill the rest .

The Friendship!

2010-10-26T01:04:00.000-07:00

The Friendship that well always have even doe we are not friends.. i feel invincible.. in their eyes.. o damn .. that is so fucking true.... believe it ...

do i believe tat life is so unfair and is so damn straight ... Hippocratic... haha don know if my spelling is right ?

by the way that is tat , my friends will always show in front of me who are going to care about me .. o r don show that they don care... thx

mY friends

Lie, and Distance And Fake

2010-10-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

I believe that now days people call it friends is just somebody to help them and throw them on the side ,

i don really like tat feel at all.

never even i think i ever there ... damn

Wow.. i should do what i should do there, if you don like me going is ok cause i know i make u guys feel bad.

I don't understand people who at Hcc .. that make me if they just wanna talk outside school or something but i do understand that many faker.. and also people just wanna be ur friends because of something or all of it .. i do not believe that now day ... friends is true .. all are damn Fcuking lier.. and they don know even think other feeling fine .. i can just do my part .. damn i feel so stupid now ..

haha i do think so sometime cause they always people that be there and saying that you are nice .. cause i easy to get bully .. i always look down on u guys is not that i'm a person that easy and easy going is that you guys like to saying something that unbelievable.. stupid ... and i do know that is the thing that make u guys as low as a rat... maybe cause u guys are totally ... the Faker.!~~

Secret Of Love

2010-10-18T11:41:00.000-07:00

L ife that you gave is the breath that i need.

O ver and over again the sweetness and tenderness that you gave is always in me

V erified it as the joined of both soul and body

E verywhere ,no matter what happen.

S oul that can bring courage and happiness to me .

The P***** Life

2010-10-17T11:46:00.000-07:00

I do sometime wanna get out from the hell i been at .. cause the thing happen around me is not good to me .. but i learn that no matter wat happen here .. i will be mature enough.. to get out from it .. cause they will always somebody nice .. around the conner .. cause the person that understand me more is the person i will indeed cherish .. cause do some people don know me that well cherish

a friends like me ...

And to all the person that i promise i cannot do it .. is not i don;t want 2 ...c ause they always have some complication in the middle... i hope i can do beetter in the future.

i wanna find a good job here before i go to singapore to push my career there .. and i wanna do better more than ever .. and i;m not bloddy yound anymore .. F*** ..

haiz but now i realized , i can do more than i can do now .. but i will grew out from the bad 1 .. cause i know there still somebody will help me and support me all the way .. my friend s..the person .. i know they will always say hi 2 me

thx .. oh

oh yeah i forget .. i don't really feel fun when i was in taiwan at all.. but i feel relax when i was there .. cause forget about the under education .. or maybe the way they think is so kolot .. u know kolot .. and now is so bloddy ..2 1st ... do people still call me bapak ayam.. grow up .. man

anyway .. people around here is know how 2 shoot people ... but they don know how 2 look at them self .. cause they think they better than othere.. lol

The Words

2010-10-17T11:40:00.001-07:00

hey .. been a while... since i wrote.. anything here .. bloddy hell lazy of .. me lol XD

i always feel lazy to wrote a blog cause there is nothing special happen around me now .. but i have friends ready to hear wat i say ..

Like yesterday i heard my best friends is goin to JB cause she say she scared of KL..OMg

really sometime she feel to lonely over there ...but is a good thing that she go somewhere that .. make her feel happy..

i wanna get a better job nowdays and also pass all my studies cause my exam is so coming up

help!!!

haha .. i know much people won't read my b;og cause is fucking bored and without new pic.. right

grrrr.... but .. who come in and have a look thx.. hope left some comment appreciate a lot

BY kenNy

Hope see u soon

Days goes bY

2010-09-02T09:38:00.000-07:00

The days goes by .. feeling aroiund me going to change soon again.. people do change very quick and easy . but the importanat is wat is in ur heart.

I know that i been busy nows days and working and stuff.. but i do hope people around me do not change. i think .?

not sure .. haha

But in the days goes by i feel tat lonelyness is always staying here with the feeling that , Why i'm here and i feel so not good when people judge me in another way .. that the person that i;m not suppose to be ..

I hope u forgive me .. or let me be the person i wanna be ..

I hope u understand ok.

Greatness With friend ..

2010-08-15T08:47:00.000-07:00

This few week is been a blast .

As well as i make new friends in different kind of way .. some of them is so noisy until my ear.. blOW!!!!

but i feel happy that still have some people are crzy .

but at here i also have up and down .. maybe because i do think to much around me .

and i have some people who sad .. because of relationship and also studies .. cheers up ..

I always here to listen , if u have no body to talk 2. ok

don always kept it in ur heart and also make urself suffer so much ..

I also wanna say thx .. to all the friends that have been around me to cheers me up and bring me up to life cause when ever i down i need some one there to talk 2...really

I have feeeling 2 ok!

haha and also hari raya is coming soon

and also mooncake festival...

talk to u guys then , i be posing more pica then !!

XD

2010-08-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

The Day is feel of surprise , that you don even realise .

People around u Feel of different camistry .

Do some people feel it some people don't.

But the day that feel with laughter , feel the happiness in thier heart.

Some feel the day with sadneess , that make stress in thier life .

Why do u do urself the sadness and the thing u don;t like to do Right ?

yeah of course , so No matter wat .... i want u 2 be there , Smile >>>> XD

Smile be always Next to U ^^

2010-08-06T04:15:00.000-07:00

I be Always missing some body smile , when they next to me or The joke That make them SMile.

Smile Is always My best Look , i Think ... HEHE

Anyway
the thing is now days do hate to smile to other , when they each another or make a happy face ...
even the day is bad , the face will always look like they are dying , WHy ?

U know , the more U smile u can look younger and also your life will always fill with happiness, If u don't smile You get more stress ..

If u don believe me u can try when u sad and smile more and will make urself better a lot ...

Even some body bully u or make fun of u .

Smile will always bring happiness and the wonderful feeling...

XD

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2010-08-03T09:33:00.001-07:00

i know tat , people now days are so , realistic and they always judge use by the look , and no matter wat happen, they will never understand how people feel when they said it out in thier face without prepare , as well as all the person who always use their friends .... **

I do feel bad when i always say something that not so good about somebody else .... i don know why , sorry if i keep doin something like this , i always know that people around me are all fakers .... and also that no matter where i go , i always try to be friends and they will say my face is so tick ..

i don get it , tell me why !

Trust **

2010-08-03T04:51:00.001-07:00

Trust ..

That is something u believe and understand , most people always forget it cause of the daily life .

Trust is the thing u need to use in love or friendship or businesss... cause without it , u cannot do anything .

With peace.

In love is needed always cause , no matter wat happen u always need to trust each other to know wat they goin to do and also wat they do . without that both of the couple will always have a boundaries with each other and always say why i don't understand each other and always argue on small matter.

In friendship , is like a one way ticket and they always need trust with them, if not u will never find true friends that will always be there for u no matter wat happen.

In business , U need it cause U will not success if u don believe in ur partner, And U will have lost contact and everthing.

You will always need to know that , Trust in a very important inner ability and never use it to cheat somebody or use it for bad thing .

And In me i always need somebody trust me that undertstand me , cause that is always the thing i believe in "trust"

COllege~

2010-08-02T01:55:00.001-07:00

I feel like i coming here is wasting my Time and the time tat had been going through is so long and useless,
i just heard a Friends say that , no matter Wat we ned to finish this course,

yeah , don worry about the lecture just do wat u need to do ?

really i hope we can, then that the another thing about friendship, some people just don know how to fogive ,
i hate people like tat around me ... shit anyway
maybe i way to sensitive .

i need to cheers up right ..
damn

sian

Dark Apple**

2010-07-30T00:17:00.000-07:00

ApPle is like a person , the Coolour red appear to purenest in the heart ,

The Apple stay on The tree cause of the strong bond between family and Relationship.

Apple Will always change colour , cause when the colour change mean person will Change no matter how.

is only between good Or bad Apple.

So never judge the look On the apple cause The important is inSide not the Outside Cause u wIll never knew How dark is a person heart .

Even he is a good person .

remmeber This , Why do good people always have a second chance , and bad people don have second chance, or just people don give him / her Chance to change .

^^

2010-07-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

Today , i skipping school.
don't feel like going to school because of the tiredness in my heart and do not feel like listening. 2 moro will be friday another ending month and ending week, they will be a lot of people goin back for weekend holiday and some go back for semester holiday so it will be a long term .

before they come bak we goin to have a exam for skm 1 in the college i hope i can pass , so that i can carry on with my study .

wisshing me , i mean myslef starting next week will be another great week for me to go on with my life .. XD

Days Walk through us like a lightning ~

2010-07-28T03:21:00.001-07:00

Hey,

i'm back with my blogging to today again , and today i feel that people have another way of looking at me .

I don know why but i always feel unhappy , study here and feel regret to come here , but i need to push my self to finish this study so tat i can help my self and my family .

That is once , my best friends tell me , kenny why do u always carry a heavy bag around u , making urself strees with unnecessary reponsibilty . I do feel that but i also don understand , How come that i always make myself to let people wanna friends with me not , they friends with me.

i also do keep asking my self , why do guys people around me don't friends with me.
sometime i don;t really like college life, some of them make me unhappy always feel like been trow away , when they need you , they will tell u , when they don't need u they don even care.

but in my heart i will always know tat, no matter bad or good thing around me happen , i will face it with mature and positive way.

Believe~

2010-07-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hi ,

kenny back again , i feel that they always have a person care for u even, u can't see it or feel it but they will always in ur heart .

i ask my friends today , do u think i'm a person that always don't have friends , but she say no

u need to think positive so that u can become a better person.

SO i think again , the thing she say is so true , i could not change other people thinking

but i can change myself to become better.

No matter where i go or where i been, i always need to be true to my self cause i know tat , person that i been this few years have been great and make my self very happy and never knew that i can do so many thing when i really wanna do it .

from encourgement from niki and my bff.. i will not be stronger than ever .

i will always cherish the person around me that always give me oppinion ... i'm feel so great ful.

The still important no matter u met new friends.. just u need to be true ur self .. and never be a person u don like ok..

cheers

kenny

Life is full of loneliness : (

2010-07-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

I feel bad , i'm unhappy.

i don't like malaysia at all , totally i feel more happy at overseas and i wish goin away here for good.
wHy i miss malaysia, why i come back , why i need to take with this kind of shit all the time.

I feel so so tired , no matter what i do i think i don't do enough or wat .
even when i study here , people don treat me as friends and they always abandon me alone.

i feel so lonely here , that no body will ask me .
they rather ask somebody else.Do i a bad person or selfish person on the outside or look scary.
i don understand , really until know no body will really know wat i feel on the bottom or maybe i think to much.
maybe my mother and father are right , friends will always 1 day will backstab u or don accept u as their friends.
when i been nice to them , they always think i'm a bad person.
but never mind . i will always stay stroger till i prove the person i'm is not the person they always look and bully on.

still no matter how many place i go , i know outside there still people , love me for the person i'm . i will not let them down , i will stay strong to push all the way to the top .
i feel much better now that i say it all out that make me feel better .

The Sun and the Moon

2010-07-25T00:14:00.000-07:00

The sun and the moon is like a love that never end cause both them will always be there for each other no matter What .

When the sun rise is make us feel happy with the warm and light in our heart .

when the moon rise it make us feel the night is full and dream with a lot of wishes to go on.

If our life is without the sun and moon we will feel empty .

another way of saying the thing we do in out life will always with up and down , no matter is a bright day or a dark sky .

when ever u feel empty find somebody near to u and always listen to you . there is always bad and good but the truth is there is no such thing as good and evil.

I only believe there is always something in the middle that make people do evil thing and good thing .

Is like the sun is the good and moon is the darkness.

So always remember that life is like the sun and moon , they always love each other till the end of the day. No matter wat happen .Even the hole world disagree with them.

New LIfe !~~

2010-07-24T23:46:00.000-07:00

it been queit sometime , for me blogging .

But i feel the day that i start is always the day i feel like the thing i wanna say from my heart .

I feel that where ever go , i need to do something to prove mhy self to people but i will try to stay stronger cause is not easy to be me until today , and always i do abandon by my friends and i always feel i don have a friends around me tat will ask me how i'm and now the days we growing up.. thing change alot and i need to know , i need to grow up .

i take a look at my self in the past and i keep asking myself wat i been doin for this few years and wat do i get from the past few years.

i also just feel no matter where i go i need to have patient cause i been push and bully by my friends and some of them don know the limit . XD

but i will try to finish this studies and go far away from here cause i feel i don like it here cause the thing happen around me are not always wonderful but i know i have 4 of my best friends will be there .

The truth about Myself

2010-03-17T04:00:00.001-07:00

To all of My friends. i 'm going to penang to study again for 1 and half year , be a bit lonely over there but
hope find new friends there
and this time i will come back and be much stronger than last time .
i hape let a lot of people down in my life to much and i keep doin something that make my self feel bad .. In my heart i always feel that something missing
iziit friends, family or lover .

that always confuse me to think a lot wat i should do
and what should i hope for myself in the future .
true i need to do something for myself and cannot be like a lazy person and i don understand why i'm so mess up

LOng time !! I misS bLogging

2008-09-15T19:05:00.000-07:00

so long never , blog . i miss blogging ^^

i miss talking to my friends back in malaysia .. but is the same here i was so stress and bored cause i don have much friends accept the place i always go to eat dinner !!

but those place is just full on fakers .. if i don join them they will never become my friends .. lol

malaysian sometime are bad .. haiz .. is not wanna say that they are bad just .. i rather no body understand me .. haha

life here sometime is so lonely .. wanna cry sometime .. just annoying ...

anyway i try to be more happy now so just wanna relax.. in the moment just get a holiday and relax my self ..

Beautiful life

2008-05-02T07:38:00.000-07:00

life is beautiful .. but u are the 1 who cherish urself ... anyway

i need to take care of myself more .. haha

i also know that some friend is not good to be happy with really

maybe just i just small gas .. haiz

and i at melbourne now try wanna change myself .. i hope i will

don think so much that all .. evertime got no money here need to work so hard like ghost omg

help .. cannot take it sometime haiz ... don like to be a waiter

it suck anyway

just wana say if u wanna work try to be better then a waiter trust me !! omg is like ramsey hell kitchen ,.... killl me

everyday

my supervisor just keep ask me to this bully me only because i'm nice

people are sometime suck

so don believe anyway 1 in this world accept ur parent and urself

lol!!

anway this is the pic i wanna post nice

and tis is also niki pic.. nice haha

bleesss all my friend happiness hope see them soon

help me .. i wanna die

2008-01-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

haiz.. help me .. i don know wat to do .. anymore .. family financal always got problem .. i don know wat to do now .. helo help ... omg .. i wanna kill my self \
sometime .. thing happen suddenly without my any concern .. i really don understand people .. now ..
father don want to work .. brother .. always complaint .. haiz.//
life really sux and hard .. on me i hope .. i don have this kind of life

Hav been a long time never Blog

2007-10-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

Hi, every one .. who visit my blog i think no want will lo.. and another ting is that this few month i at melborne life is wonderful her is just to bored and lonely . that all

a lot of bariel need to go tru... hard lo

that life sometime .. need presure and stress

i miss home 2 .. to much that all i wanna say .. sometime i cannot take it anymore .. life at here is so difficult my parent also can;t support me .. much i'm tring i will./// hope the god will help me in the way ..

this also some of the picture that i go to william town .. with my frien .. hehe

at last ..class started n meet some frien

2007-07-26T17:18:00.000-07:00

have been so long only online .. i just reach melbourne 1 week ago ..haiz so bored no frien here that ask me out yet .. but just tired from class cause got a lot of assiment .. damn . but i go for a trip at geelong,melbourne , the ford history ..n cool

i hope i can know more frien here .. i won be worry just miss home so much .. N my friend ..
n family.. really . hope them be well n hope can meet them soon

the best holiday

2007-06-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

i go for holiday .. before i go australia .. it was nice .. n .. it was great .. i hope is the best .. n it was nice can see sun set wit my ...cousin.. cause this my best trip ever .. lo.... n i hope can go wit my family .. i hope so .. n go elsewhere . the best .. i wish i can .. see my cousin more .. can reach more ..i hope .. nu se this blog

sorry 2 all my best frien.. really

2007-06-21T07:51:00.001-07:00

u see .. how dumb is me ., always forget frien.. n i at home town ,, sorry all about that .. i also miss the time ,,really

i feel terible.. n this is the last time i can have fun them .. n i din cherish them haiz..

i aslo can see them to come airport n se me go.. i will cry really.. i miss them.. i hope there all ..will do the best here.. good luck guys.. sob sob

so long only blog

.. haiz hope they can se it

all the best .. see u guys soon k

Yeah!! meet new frien ~~ great knowing them

2007-05-02T09:13:00.000-07:00

hey.. guys thx.. for the time we spend at mid valley ..is bored but is fun .. to have frein lo.
at least we cannot watch spederman movie !!
haiz why so many people . hiz
n i still have the fun wit u all lo.. haha.. great lo.. really .. n thx miciko .. micheal n nikki .. haha thx n jolene also .. haha i'll be back the soon

OH my gOd.. at leasT i pass

2007-04-30T10:13:00.000-07:00

omg.. today i just interview .. for my scholl .. class .. damn .. i was so nervous
But i pAss ... yeah ^^
haha .. so ..after taat i go celebrate my self ..lol
Lonely
damn so bored man always .. alone hang out .. sien
u knw ..sometime i just wish tat i'm not here
anothere thing is tat after tat go watch movie myself
lol
wtch tornado
wat? a teribble movie .. ?? suck man that show.. but nvm i already see so.. that all for today n u know.. i'm so happy about it !! hehe

YahoO... hoLiday .. But sTay kl .. Got work 2done here.. sob

2007-04-25T11:17:00.000-07:00

so ..sad , i cannot go back hometown.. to see my frien n my dear frien... haiz.. cause i had a interview wit a letcure.. from aus . scared .. interview by ang mo..
by the way wish me good luck so i can get my visa.. haha
n we had 1 week holiday i don know wat to .. do .. so need some 1 to hang out wit me ,, ut they are no body .. had no frien here . all live so far ..
wat can i do don hav car .. anyway just wnna drop by n say happy holiday

finish my class ... I mean 2 class

2007-04-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

haha.. today i just finish my english class .. got 1 more class 2 go..muahah..

so now i study there meet a lot of frien different countries .. is great .. so is at british council..haha

but expensive..

n another thing is the next class start 2 moro .. haiz so tired ..just wanna said this ok n i take pic wit them

Don go therE bored

2007-04-15T10:42:00.000-07:00

u know .. i just went to .. the wheel at titiwangsa .. is beautiful but is bored .. so i din take pic... so if u wanna go ther ok .but for a while cause that place a lot of malay ..omg .. help me .. hehe jk .. i mean realli is a bored place to .. go i go wit my cousin when up in the sky ..we turn 6 round n my cousin say she is sleepy .. oh really ..n say this is bored.. haha

then we go eat ..some supper then go ..home n rain again..haiz /...but don have rain there la ..^^